Had a horrible dream this morning.
Dreamt that Koo cheated on me.
Could feel the hurt and anguish when I woke up.
Felt damn real man.
I never thought I could feel like this.

Received an even more horrible news when I woke up.
Death of a loved one is something I would never handle well.
How can someone who is well one moment be gone forever the next.
I'm quite upset by the news. He must be feeling worst.

But still, I realised that I let my guard down too much.
If something sucky ever happens, I think I would get hurt.
And I don't want to get hurt.
I have to start building that wall around me again.
This time I won't allow anyone to break it down.

Cherish your loved ones for they won't be there forever.