Emotions

Just checked out my emails..
Fucking hilarious...
Someone has raging hormones..
Only want girls to be his assistant..
And it must be a freshie..
"Personal preference." He said
Kauz..
But some of us have to be blamed..
Keep giving him the idea that he did a good job last year.
Maybe that's the reason the ego swelled.
Maybe that's why he is demanding more now.
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The block is dark.
Jealousy rules the day.
Poison is spreading around.
The fresh ones are tainted.
I no longer have positive feelings towards them.
The majority mostly.
Let them continue their way.
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Feels stifled.
Feels scared.
Feels frustrated.
Feels alone.

But I must be strong.
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