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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Weekend is here...

Feel so good after a rest... was late twice in a week.. hope that it wouldn't hurt my grade. Hee.. I didn't realise working life was so tiring.. or was it cos I couldn't get used to waking up early. Hmm... but my bio clock is working fine now.. will wake up automatically around 7.30 am and rush out to catch the 8.15 bus. Just hope that the dark circles under my eyes will go away quick.. they are freaking ugly.. =(

It seems that everyone is enjoying their PA.. hmm.. mine is ok.. but some part of me wished that I can work in some corporation and experience the real corporate life. Other than learning that I shouldn't try to take a cab during the morning peak hours.. I think I didn't learn much.. hmm.. maybe it's still early.. I shall wait and see how lor.. but it sucks.. think I'm getting the I'm-jealous-of everyone syndrome.. Damn.. so annoying.

Feel kind of moody nowadays.. Wonder what I will do in the future.. Don't know what's my career path.. Argh.. so depressing... and I realise life is unfair eh.. all the good things happen to the meanies.. I want to be a meanie!!! blehs... There are so many things that I want to do.. but don't know how to go about getting it.. Not in my current situation. Oh well, we'll see after my PA.. or after my exam posting. Hmm... I have something that I want to do after graduating.. I feel that it's my best option but I'm doing it because I have no other choice. Have many regrets in life... but no choice liao la.. oh well..

On a lighter tone.. I went shopping and bought a white mini skirt, light or aqua blue top and a pair of specs. hmm.. will post up photos once I download it onto the comp.. forgot to get the cable from Dear. Well. it feels so good to be slacking and not feel tired. =)

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Happy Birthday Dearies!!

It's Dear and Jan's birthday today.. kinda cool that two of the people closest to me share the same birth date.. hee.. but this day always make me doubly broke. =( Bought a wallet and mp3 for Dear and a cool Roxy jacket for Jan.. She looks so good in it.. Glad that she likes it. After work, Dear and I went to The Line at Shangri-la for dinner.. It was fabulous!! Yummy... Everyone should go there and try once at least.. it's totally worth it. Drools... We ate oysters, prawns, sashimi, pasta and lots and lots of desserts.. I forgot to bring the camera with me.. silly me. I think we will go back there someday.. really enjoyed the dinner tonight. *smiles*

Anyway, after that we went home and celebrated with my sis.. Need to cut the cake with her at least... feel bad for not celebrating her birthday with her.. but guess her Godmother does it perfectly.. She has a lot.. I mean ALOT of presents.. woah... hee.. but her presents are all things that I do not want I guess..except for the mp3 player and the jacket we bought for her.. hahah... will post up photos of the celebration when I'm free I guess.. hah!

Well, enough of the happy celebration... I'm so tired nowadays.. cos of the stupid attachment. I don't get enough sleep and I have eyebags.. yucks.. I don't have it in the past.. so ugly now.. argh. I don't understand why NTU wants us to go through PA. I know it's to let us experience the real working environment.. but I learnt NOTHING from it.. except on how to be a good office girl. Pui... I can understand that the organisations are scared that we will screw up their businesses or smthg.. so in the 1st place.. don't accept us la.. I think the only reason they accept is cos we are cheap labour.. FREAKING cheap labour. I can earn more working in MacDonald's. Thinking about work disgusts me... I hate my boss.. she is such a snob... was trying to suggest a better way of wrapping her present when she just interrupted me saying "This is Mont Blanc. Do you know what is Mont Blanc?" What the @##$%%! I freaking know what is Mont Blanc you bitch! Actually the present was perfectly fine.. don't understand why you want to ask your maid to re-wrap it and make it worse. Stupid old woman.. So what if you were a minister before? I thought ministers were nice and friendly people? Don't be snobbish..... I'm willing to work for you only cos of my grades... Kauz. Disgusting.. but my colleagues were ok I guess.. Quite friendly and nice.. but quite slack! hahaha... Hmm... just hope to get over this 2 months quickly..

Lastly, Daniel smsed me today saying that he decided to go to SMU.. good la.. no one to come between me and Dear anymore. No more quarrels and stuff eh.. Hope he will do well in SMU. Well.. things are going well now... except for my work.. so yeah... =)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

@##$$%^&&!

Feeling pissed when I woke up.. so freaking annoying. Pissed about everything man. It's raining outside now.. should be snuggling under the blanket and enjoying the weather but I have no mood to.. Damn! Dunno what I'm pissed about too.. I hate to choose man.... You should know that you are more important.. I don't know why you must make me do that and make me upset. Although I don't have to choose now... I'm still pissed... and that's annoying me so much! I hate everything!!!!!!

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Post-exams...

Blogging after a long long time.. went home during the exams season so no blogging for me cos no Internet at home. Wahahaha.. it feels great to be at home... with Pookie, my siblings, the TV and my mum nagging at me.. Nice. =) The only downside to this is Dear and I can't spend that much time together and the petrol consumption is horrendous. Oh well... after staying at home for such a long time.. I actually prefer it to hall.. My block actually sucks now.. Don't have anymore feeling towards it now.. not a teeny weeny bit. I only miss Xiaomin in 52.. other than that..guess I don't really care about the others now. Oh well... I don't think they care too.. so it doesn't matter. Hmm... It's raining heavily now.. hope it doesn't rain tml during AquaX.. It's my last event.. hope everything goes well..

Waiting for Dear to come with my lunch.. He came to keep me company.. Going to slack at home before heading out to town later.. the later the better..cos of parking charges. Hee.. I wanna buy a pair of berms.. I realised I only have one pathetic pair so I can only wear that when I don't feel like dressing up.. So it's kinda boring I guess.. Went to Zouk last nite... Was feeling tired at the beginning... but felt a little bit better when the music became nicer. Hah.. Yian got high from Bacardi Breezer and went home early with Zhongcheng. Silly girl.. so cute. =) I got abit high from Tequila Pop.. drank with Dear.. and had to act sober when I reached home so that Mum won't be pissed... Kinda funny... hee.. well.. will blog more about my Zouk trip later... It's raining heavily.. don't feel like blogging anymore. Hee... no connection eh... =P