Daydreaming......

I love to daydream... especially when I'm travelling on the road. That's why I hate to see my friends on the bus cos that means I can't daydream and I have to make small talk with them. Yup yup.. I always dreamed of having a car and this is my dream car.. for now.



I want it to be pink.. Hot pink. I saw one near my house before.. Damn that girl who was driving it.. Rich bitch.. damn jealous of her. sigh.. Anyway.. in my thirties (when I'm successful and rich.. hopefully)... I will want to own this.



or this... but i prefer the one above.



In my forties and till I die, I will want this..



Alas, I know all these are my wishful thinking so I can only trust my "kahs" to bring me around. =(


Those are not my legs.. but since I don't have a picture of mine.. This will do the job. But I think my legs are nice albeit a bit crooked. Tee hee..

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Enough of daydreaming, I saw a dress today. Ok.. two actually. I like them alot. One is from a shop in Heerens while the other is from m)phosis. The one from Heerens looked like this but is in black.



and they match it with a lacy belt so i think it look damn good. However, its too damn low in the front and the back. Not sure if i have the right bra to wear it.. Sigh.. it's damn cheap though.. $40 plus.. I liked it.. and the best thing is.. it hides my humongous flat butt. sad sad.. still pondering.. but resisting the temptation.

The other one hides my flaws too but it's damn freaking ex. It costs $90 plus and considering I'm only wearing it once.. I think I will forgo it. =(

Sigh.. there are no pretty dresses that are of affordable prices in Orchard and Bugis that can hide big flat butts.. Blehs.... Shall wear the same white dress on Saturday night. Complete with my newly cut nerdy looking hair.. I like it. =)

Or Ki & Tua Bin

My attachment is finally over.. It was over on tues. But monday can be counted too cos I went shopping with my colleagues and the Boss. She treated me to ice-cream.. It's great to be on holidays.. especially when you just received the paycheck. Hee hee...

Went out with Dear yesterday. We went shopping and watched Batman begins. I understand why the movie got good reviews. It's not like the previous Batmans where there were only actions and no plot. There is actually a storyline in this Batman.. Not bad eh.. Anyway, the show is not bad.. but I think it's quite a "dark" show. Just wondering.. Why would anyone wants to live in Gotham city? It's so dark and dirty... Maybe there are cities that are like that.. just that I don't know about it. I'm glad I live in Singapore then. =)

I wanted to buy a dress yesterday but I walked from Far East to Heerens and there were nothing.. NOTHING!! No dress that I fancied and I ended up buying nothing. Except for 2 pairs of capri pants that I bought for Mum. They were from Mango.. Cost $16 each. My mum liked it so much that she just called and asked me to go and buy a black one for her. -_-' Planning to go to Bugis on Fri to search for a dress. I'm attending a wedding dinner on Sat.. that's why the need for a dress. Hmm.. I just bought one for the previous wedding dinner but I don't like the idea of wearing that dress again. So paiseh.. cos Dear's family saw it before.. Girls are so troublesome eh.. *tsk tsk* Anyway, I'm saving that dress for my hall's D&D. Don't want to go but since I have to.. might as well make the most of it and look nice for the occasion. Back to Sat.. I need a dress.. So I better see something i like on Fri.. if not Dear will be stressed. Tee hee..

Things have been strained between us the past week. Partly cos of my work and the rest is due to us being broke. Money can really make a relationship strained eh.. I hate to be broke.. Arghh.. Hope I won't be feeling like that at the end of the month.. hee..but I don't think so.. have spare cash now. Trying to save it.. "P Things are better now and I think that we actually complement each other.. I think that's good in the long run..

How "Or Ki" and "Tua Bin" complements each other:

• I like moles ----->He has one humongous mole for me to like.
• I'm lazy -----> He's hardworking. (When I'm hardworking, he became lazy)
• I'm always late -----> He's quite punctual (ends up waiting for me everytime we go out. "P)
• I like to spend -----> He has self -control to save up.
• I have a round face -----> He has an oval face =(
• I have a wide butt -----> Perky butt (and he's damn proud of it now -_-)
• I like to shop -----> He has the muscles to help me carry my stuff around. Tee hee...
• I like to watch TV -----> He doesn't mind sitting on the floor while I lie on the bed enjoying TV shows..

There are many others.. but these are the few that I thought of. Anyway, if we ever break up, I will just laugh at this post. Hah... *choy choy*

Okok.. think I'm done with blogging for the day. Going to slack now.. Will blog more nowadays.. since i have nothing to do. Tee hee..

Photos..

Ok.. I finally decided to upload my pictures to Photobucket so I can post them now.. but since I have no inspiration.. I shall post some random photos.

Photo of Pookie.. ignore me..


Dion dion.. I think he's the cutest baby at the moment.


Dear's perky butt.. maybe can't see from this picture but I'm real jealous of his butt... *angry*


My siblings and I out for wakeboarding


This WAS my favourite bag.. until I got bored of it.. Sadly, I have no favourite bag now.. =(

Why must I have a title everytime?

It's subject registration later and they gave me an off day.. so that means i don't have to work tml.. Yay!!! I'm getting restless during work.. Pulling myself to work every morning, waiting for lunch time and then waiting for Dear to pick me up after work. There's nothing much to do nowadays.. just writing addresses on the envelopes in preparation for next camp. 3000 over addresses... and i wrote 1000 single-handedly.. Damn sick of doing that so my siblings were roped in to help me. Hee... I'm still left with 900 plus addresses.. hope the other part-timer will finish it by tml so that I don't have to do it anymore and they will give me a 1 week off.. *fat hope* The other part-timer is leaving on thurs.. lucky her.. We are having a bowling session with the teachers and leaders on Fri. Don't feel like going but I guess it's better than being cooped up in the office. Can't wait for my PA to end!!! Argh...

This morning, the lazy one in the office said she was hungry so the hardworking one saw my packet of Twisties on the table so she suggested eating that. I didn't mind sharing so I just told the lazy one to eat it. She happily munched my Twisties away from morning till after lunch and that was the last time I saw them. I only ate ONE freaking piece!! I don't mind sharing but she should have to courtesy to ask me whether I want any instead of just eating and eating away. I know it's very cheap and stuff.. but that's basic courtesy!!! I bought it!! not her.. Why is she so lazy and greedy? And the thing is.. she doesn't even offer me when she has snacks. Pah... Just glad that it will be over soon... They asked me to work for them during the hols.. though I said I will if I'm free.. There's no way I will go back!! The pay is not that great and you have to be coolies.. I hate that part.. Yucks. Pining for 2 July to come..

Going to wakeboard later with my siblings. Hope they like it.. and hope that my period won't come later.. argh.. i can't be that unlucky..

I have lots and lots of blackheads... how to get rid of them? I tried using egg white, those pore pack thingys and exfoliating gel.. but they don't work at all.. argh... Plannig to buy Ginvera's Marvel Gel.. If that doesn't work.. I really don't know waht to do.. somebody help me!! I hate blackheads.. Blehs.. and I have a humongous pimple that doesnt seem to go away. When i had acne in the past, I will be cursing those girls who complain about having one pimple on their face but now I know how they feel... I don't want to be pimply face anymore.. =P

It's late at night.. and I'm stay awake..................

Things between us seem to be different now.. and I don't want that to happen..

Ramblings in the middle of the night..

It's three in the morning and I'm still blogging. It's way past my bedtime.. and I'm tired.. But I don't feel like sleeping yet. Maybe cos I feel sticky and I'm too lazy to walk to the bathroom to have my shower. Although the bathroom is just 2 steps away from where I'm sitting. There is so many things that I have to do when I take a bath.. I need to walk a few steps, open the cupboard, choose my towel and clothings, close the cupboard, walk to the toilet, lock the door, take off my clothes and bathe. Wah.. so troublesome.. typing about it makes me tired.. However, the satisfaction of taking a bath can't be described.. Therefore, I have decided to take shower after this post but i will do everything quickly so that it wouldn't seem so tedious in my mind. I'm freaking wierd. =P

Anyway, I received an email from Raqvind. She's my jc friend. We were close during my 1st few months in AJ till I got attached to Terence and we drifted apart. Maybe Terence kept coming in between us and she was jealous. That was one of my biggest regret in JC. Neglecting my girlfriends cos of a guy. I'm so so glad that she emailed.. Hope this friendship will last. Although I hurt her then, she was there for me when Terence and I broke up. I was basically a loner then except for Daniel and Weili but they are guys so that doesn't count. I am grateful for her... for making my last few days in that sickening school better.. and I really hope that our friendship will last. =) This reminds me of my secondary school friends. Went clubbing with Fiona and Alicia on wed and Fiona told me that MS and Debbie are not as close as MS thought they were. I was quite shocked to hear that cos MS loves to brag about how close she and Debbie were. I pity MS actually. I can say confidently that Alicia and I are really good friends and she will not disagree with me. I cherish my friendships with Xiaomin and Tracy too.. they make my hall life so much brighter. Although I'm not as close to them as I am with Alicia, I hope that one day we will. =) Anyway, speaking of Debbie, I drifted apart from her after sec sch days. We were so close to each other in SC, together with Jessica. But we drifted apart. I tried to stay in contact with Jessica... but she sort of just cut me off. That hurts and though I say that I don't care now.. it still hurts when i think about it. As for Debbie, I just changed my opinion about her after thinking that she was close to MS. Apparently that is not the case and I'm wondering if i should take the initiative and msg her. But I'm really scared that I may get hurt.. if her reply is 'cold', I will get upset I think. Hmm.. still thinking about it...

Whatever it is, I am real fortunate that I have such wonderful girlfriends.. and sweet siblings .. and doting boyfriend.. Oh well, life is good for me.. so i shall go and bathe now. =)

I love Desperate Housewives, Lost and accessories from Bangkok. *grins*

Thanks Jan.

Look at my new blog.. nice eh? heehee...All thanks to my sis.. She did all those for me.. the tagboard and the sprinkly thingy... cool... i had no idea how she did it.. and not really interested to know too.. hee.. Anyway, Thanks Jan.. Her blog is real nice too.. I have no idea how to link her blog.. so doesn't matter la. Hee..

Just ended work.. Waiting for Dear to come and eat dinner with us. Wonder what to eat though... It's quite annoying when Mum is not around. No one to cook dinner for us.. and we don't know what to eat too.. argh.. I miss my mum... though she likes to nag when she's at home.. it just feels wierd now. =P

Had so many things to blog jsut now.. but don't have the inspiration now. Wahahaa... Silly bum. Anyway, there's politics in the office. Cool... don't think the other part-timer really likes me though. But i'm ok with it.. don't really care about her.. Maybe cos I get to go to the campus more than she does. Hah.. But it's not really my fault. I can't choose where to go. I rather stay in the office and enjoy the air-con.. oh well.. hahah... so interesting. =) We'll see how things go from now on.. I'm dreading next friday.. It's PACK-UP day... Yucks.. going to be real sticky and dirty after that. Arghh..

Will blog again when I have more inspiration. Btw, I realised that I always said that I will post up photos but I never did. Hahaha.. cos I'm too lazy to do so.. So my blog will be a photo-less one (except for the silly photo of me) till the day I decided that i'm not too lazy to do so. =)

Happy Birthday my dear Jerry!!

It has been awhile since I blogged.. Too tired to blog.. not much things to talk about too.. and I don't feel like talking about my work here. Always complained to Dear after work.. so I guess that's enough. =) Hmm... was complaining about the attachment and why the school would send their students to do such work with measely pay... then i realised I have myself to blame. If I had taken the initiative and find a company on my own, maybe i wouldn't get such pay after all. The part-timer in my company is doing the same amount of work as me and yet her pay is double. Argh... gets annoyed when i think about that but I have only myself to blame. =P So disillusioned about work that I really really appreciate studying now.. but there's only 1 more year to go... Why did I take so long to appreciate studying? Hah... Anyway, my grades this sem were good.. Happy about them. Best results ever. Wahahaha... But i want to improve next sem. Yupyup...

Was planning my timetable for next sem and it's so tedious. And Shichao reminded me that it was only a draft cos we had to accomodate others' timetables too.. Arghh.. annoying. But i guess working with Weijun will be good cos i learn quite alot from him. Amazed at the amount of creativity this guy has.. Of cos, i will want to be with Cindy. She's funny and nice to talk too.. =) Hee.. maybe we will end up chatting again for the whole lesson if the seminar is boring. Wahahaa.. I'm going nuts.

Feel like going overseas after my attachment but not sure yet. Paid over $900 for my insurance policy thingy so I'm kinda broke now. Blehs... but really hope to go for a short trip. It has been 2 months since I stayed at home.. and i'm enjoying every moment of it.. wahahah... not tempted to go back hall at all.. but we'll see.. Xiaomin is still the only reason i want to go back to stay. Speaking of her, she brought me to a Japanese restaurant recently. it's similar to Sushi Tei but cheaper and nicer. It's my favourite Japanese restaurant currently and went there several times now. Dear even made friends with the manager there.. wierd.. anyway, go try it out.. It's located at Wisma Atria next to Topshop. It's really affordable and yummy.. Thanks Xiaomin..=)

Going out soon.. It's my bro's birthday. Going to celebrate with him later. Going to enjoy ourselves. Mum went to Thailand to attend a church camp. The prices were exorbitant.. Wonder why it is so ex when it was far more cheaper when we went last year. *Angry* oh well...I still don't have a good impresssion of it after so many years.. Blehs..

Anyway, Happy 15 months Dear! I still can't believe I'm not sick of you at all after seeing you everyday for this past year.. Hee hee.. I love you. muackz.