How how how???

I still have 2 days to consider.
I really really don't know what to do.
Boo.
Sucks.
Blehs.
Shit.
How?

Grrr........
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Anyways, I graduated few days back.
Hoho...
Many of us were Harry Potpots cum photowhores for the day.


The marketeers.
Weijun apparently topped the whole of Marketing.
Cindy found a job.
Weixiong's parents can support him.
Shichao is slacking at home.
And I need to make a huge decision. -_-"


Me loved ones.
Mum wanted to go to Botanic Gardens to take photos..
Heng never!!!
I wanted to melt in those robes.


Went back to Hall 10 to take some pictures.
This is a replica of the 1st V-day present that Koo gave me.
A freaking leaf that he plucked outside of comms hall.
-_-"


My guai lan bf.


The block and the room.



We had nothing better to do...


Alot of good friends made, alot of fun memories shared and a boyfriend to take back.
Tata Hall 10!

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Made a necklace on Thursday. Wanted to give it to someone as present.
But it looked so lovely, I decided to have it for myself. Teeheee...
Nautical inspired necklace, with red ribbon and gold airplane. =)


I'm lusting over this pair of Oakleys.
But I guess I have to decide on my career path before I can get it.
Blehs.


And to end off, the crazy, the ultramanish and the ghostly Sohs.
=P

I'm a 22-year-old drifting aimlessly in life.

I still don't know what I want.

Money and interest don't exist together.

What should I do?

Sigh.

My entries are so depressing nowadays.

Was super super tired today.
Felt so down that I stoned from 230 to 6.
Could finally feel the manager's charm.
More motivated after the talk.
And Mr Koo perked me up even more with his surprise visit.
No case was closed.
But never mind.
Cos I talked to very cute guy!!!
Muahahaha.
But of course Koo is still the best.
Teehee.. =P

I must pia on Wednesday!!!!

I miss those days....

The clear blue sky...


Lots of photo whoring...






Late night disgusting games...




Crazy lazy guys...







Nicely toasted marketeers...




A cheery me...


I just miss those guys!!!


=(

I feel more like a human being today.

Went down to Kallang River to support Koo in his first ever competition.
Spent time with Jan.
And got to see Jerry in the morning.

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I have started working for four days now.
And out of the 4 days, I cried in 2.

Working from 9am to 11pm has taken a toll on me.
I go to bed every night with dread for the next day.

The constant need to have positive energy makes me pissed.
Me, sitting there minding my own business, looking tired is not allowed.
I have to be positive for the whole 24 hours.
*Insert a fucking load of @##$$*

The pressure of all those figures make me crush.
I hate figures.
Stop calculating all those fucking rubbish in front of me.

Being friends are one thing. Being colleagues are another.
A very distant experience for me.

I pride myself for my sense of dressing.
So I cannot take it when people tells me I look childish, look like a lian, dresses unprofessionally bla bla bla bla.

I really don't know how much I can take.
I hate to wake up the next day, trying to make my eyes look less puffy.
I hate to cry in Koo's arms, while he helplessly look at me.
I hate to look at you, and find everything so awkward and distant.
I hate to hear those comments, when your fashion sense is basically zilch.
I hate to be always tired, and no energy to meet my friends.
I hate to be always positive, just let me be who I am.

I basically hate everything now.

I am just waiting for the day I get depression 'cause of this.

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One of the rare days...

The boy, feeling nervous.


Oversized glasses to hide the poofy eyes.


His new Oakley.


Koo's finals tomorrow.
Can see Diondion tomorrow.
Hell after tomorrow.
=(

Thanks Jeffery for keeping me sane during work. Sort of anyway. Hee..

Embarking on a detox program.

Wish me luck man.

Bye food.

See you in 3 days time.

=(

Went for training today. And caught a glimpse of how they worked.
Actually it seems very interesting leh... I kinda like learning how to speak too.
*chuckles*

And Tracy.. oh Tracy... You looked so blardee charming when you spoke to those people. I was secretly looking at you... Heehee.. And was so mesmerized.
Teehee... "P
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Mr Koo surprised me today.

Rose.
Hershey's Kisses.
Princess Hours.

Sweet little ass.
=)


Thanks Koo! Am going to miss you. =(

Can't wait to whack Princess Hours! Muhahahahaa....

Updates!

1. As mentioned in my earlier post, I stayed up all the way till 2am to watch the finals, only to fall asleep while they were singing the national anthem.

-_-"

2. Met up with Weijun, SC and Weixiong to collect our certs and what not. It's still great hanging out with them. Can't wait to see them to celebrate Weijun's birthday! =)

3. Mr Koo had a discount on Oakley products for being in the wakeboarding team. And he promptly went to buy an Oakley aviator and a casing, even though he ALREADY has a pair. He blew 240 buckaroos on them.

Talk about guys spending money. Tsktsk.

4. Accompanied my dear sister Haoling to Mediacorp to support her friends. They are... Very talented, very brave and very pretty. Hah... Enjoyed her company thoroughly and we were carrot heads for the day.

But I think Miss Hao should also join some talent contest or something. So pretty too!! Muhahahahhaa..

5. I seem to have homework everyday. And I cannot be late anymore. If not I will be $20 poorer each day. Booo..

Off to memorise some stuff. He is going to test me later. Blehs. =(

It's very very irritating to not have anything to do while you are counting down to the start of the finals.
Arghh...
Read all the blogs, nothing interesting with online shopping, no games that I like to play..
Arghh....
SO ANNOYING!!!!

I finished 8 discs today..
It was surprisingly entertaining and the boys are cute!!
Couldn't tahan anymore and skipped all the way to the last disc.
STUPID ending, just like every other Korean dramas.
So now not interested to watch disc 9 to 15.
Sigh.

I'm quite bo liao ain't I?
-_-"

Prof-to-be BigHead...

Whacking a new Korean drama now.
Not actually paying attention to it.
But these shows are so draggy.. Confirm can catch up with it.
Teehee..

All these shows are quite disappointing.
Only enjoyed DCJ and Full House.
Looking forward to Princess Hours.
=)

Nua-ed the whole afternoon till I had to rush over to Sim Lim to run an errand for dad.
Heehee.. A leopard never change its spots.
Last minute Soh. -_-"

Met up with Big Head after that.
He looked so cute, SqUaShEd in his Suzuki Swift.
Heehee...

He bought us to some cafe at Arab Street for desserts and drinks.
Very very cosy feeling!! Different from Holland V. where there are more expats and what not.
Am going there again!! And definitely trying the sheesha thingy.
Should be alright since I'm not smoking tobacco eh?

Guess who is the owner?



See the resemblance? *sniggers*

Big Head and BH Jr. =)

I LURVEEE taking photos with Big Head.
He is the only one whose head is bigger than mine.
Muahahahaha...


My handsome boy was also there, enjoying the constant bickering between me and BH.



Look at his new bling bling!!!
$5 only. Cheap until lao sai eh..

It's sooooo frustrating.
Koo is getting slimmer and slimmer with his constant riding while I'm getting fatter and fatter.
Arghhh...........
And I can't exercise now with my silly sprained toe.
Poor FAT Mei. Sigh..
I hate my boy!!!


What a digression.
Anyway, more photos with BH Jr. =)


Big Head definitely looks like him!!!

Using BH's camera phone.


Thoroughly enjoyed the smart pig's company today.. Hee...
Catch up with you again soon eh!!
=P

Back from Malacca.
Got a sprained toe.
Scared... yet excited to start work.
I will never know till I try right?
Hee...
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Watched Superman at Great World City on Monday.
Was our first at the Gold Class theatre.
Very very shiok!!!
There were only 30 reclining seats in the cinema, with blankets provided.
It was so comfortable that I fell asleep during the movie. Teehee...

We could order drinks and snacks from the lounge area, and the staff will send in for us.
But suaku Koo and I didn't know and went to queue at the box office for popcorn and drink.
-_-"

Anyways, it's such a great experience.. I hope we get free tickets again SOON. Heehee..


We had BillyBomber's for the 1st time together and Koo had to overorder!
That humongous burger that Haoling had previously, buffalo wings, cheese fries and root beer float.
Eat until puke!! Hee..
Anyway, I was feeling narcissistic that day.. So here goes...

After driving.

While waiting for Koo at the petrol station.

Freaking BIG nose. Hoho...

My very HANDSOME boy!

I prefer him when he looks silly... =)


I miss this silly bum now.. Can't wait to see him later......
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Met up with Ali just now.
This sexy hottie is going to Brisbane for 1 month..
Going to miss her so so much.
Had quite a talk with her.

Hmmm.. Just want to tell my friends......

I came to realise that no matter what we say, when you are in love, nothing gets into the head.
It's ok.
Just enjoy the moment and if the day comes when you are hurt, all your friends will be here with you.
The most important thing is to come out stronger than ever after that.
And someday, you will meet that special one.

=)


My hot bestie.